I’m no longer going to use this blog
You see I’ve used this as a secret fitness blog as it were anoter side of me.
I have a main blog and I am now on going to stick to just that one.
I am so sorry for all those who I turned out unfollowing, you are all great and lovely and deserve all the love and happiness possible. It is just for my own best I must do this.
I find the most ridiculous things triggering to my ED so… I hope you live, happily and healthy all your life. If you still want to follow me my main blog is:
Fruit-salads-rock.tumblr.com
I am sorry to say I will be unfollowing allot of blogs.
I am going pro-recovery and anything that could slightly trigger me needs to be gone.
I really want to recover from my ED even though I really don’t want to so please understand <3
Help?
The anxiety is filling me up right now.
I just really want to loose weight and do more exercise but my ED recovery stuff won’t let me..
I don’t know what I should do.. Not give a shit about my ED recovery and do what I think is best for me which is probably counting calories again and exercising on a daily basis or stick to my ED recovery?
Hello there
So I am sorry I haven’t been on (I know I do this way too often). This is my healthy blog and I haven’t felt very healthy these couple of days..
Well I am in recovery, I am not allowed to cut down on anything, not count calories just eat normal portions though it feels like I am eating myself to gain everything I’ve lost.. Then I am not allowed to exercise more than 3 times a week except for yoga on Saturdays.
It’s hard, I want to loose more weight and exercise more. Maybe soon enough :(
